I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I'm sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I've got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.
Patience. Your time will come.
I'll wait for it eventually.
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wind entangling in the midst of rain. bellowing hard through the foggy sky. listening as they drip and drip among the busy streets. humanity walking to and fro. leaving to get to somewhere. knowing they have a purpose. as i drown in that army of people embarking in the miserable weather, i take flight for the city streets. alone naturally, looking like a lost lamb.
quiet.
and humble.
drifting into sleep at 5am wishing, hoping things would be different. that things will come around the corner. that he will come around the corner. missing him. wanting him. everything that is him. like a drug, i want nothing else. like an addict, i fall delicate to his power. the spell that has been cast empowers my soul. and i rinse in nothing but his warmth and affection. my only desired destination. my only means of survival.
when is our chance to get away? to run to somewhere beautiful. to be one with the sun. happy and free. a beaming ray of light not possessing an inch of grey.
"...the way you smile. i love the way your eyes twinkle."
you really do love me.
and i really do love you.
i've just realized.
Although right now, i'm this.
But it's okay.
Until the right moment.
Just because.
Whatever..
